angels dont give up on me today

assalamualaikum. the guy up that, his name's Prem. i couldnt have made a lot of friends by the first month of ITE last year if it wasnt for him. he kept calling me A-bi & everyone else followed suit. turned out he knew that name by looking thru my facebook. he's small for his age tho. opps, sorry Prem. haha! anyways, that picture was taken on thursday, when i met them after my class. never apart. so, 2nd week of school was.......awesome. & alhamdulillah for the weather these few days. loving the rain as well as school. motivated to go to school as i've made new friends & there wasn't alot of modules i hafta repeat. it's easy & convenient. who would have thought that i could fit in with these first year boys so easily. Mr Koh is a brag at times but he's the perfect C.A. i mean every class needs a C.A like him. funny, clumsy & caring. mana nak dapat? hahaha. & he can be a bore at times too when he keeps talking & talking especi...

alhamdulillah to first week of school. bl duties went smooth & first day in class was great. haha fine, i'm lying. first day in class was hell. CA literally called me Siti upon me reaching class. my new classmates were a hilarious bunch. & i made time for my 2nd year friends so 1st week of school was great.  he's Syafiq, the other bl i had to partner with for NY1301E. he's nice, fun to be with & friendly. so it wasn't difficult to get along with him. just that he has this habit of going missing without a trace. haha. first day of school, 1E was hell. had kids skipping the activities & some others not wanting to co-operate. they were the devils in my eyes. hahaha i swear i couldn't handle them. but i cant blame them. i was like that too, last year, this month. orientations are sucha bore. we're no longer kids so please change the games & stuffs. i understood what they were going thru so i tried being their friend. well i thought to ...

the man above, he's my grandfather. the only grandfather as well as grandparent i have left. after grandma left, he never fail to show us a smile. never did he once shed a tear in front of us. you're very strong,grandfather. late grandma was a strong woman too. i miss her, so much. it's good, you know, to see grandfather laughing & having the time of his life. god knows how much he misses late grandma. we all do.  that picture was taken during kenduri arwah nenek yesterday. well, after the kenduri to be precise. he ran up to me & took a sit facing me. he giggled & then told me to smile. he was adorable :') the kenduri went well,alhamdulillah. loved it. it's been a day now since i started feeling like it's the end of my life. my dreams were crushed. i thought i could make things change this year but i never did. or should i throw, "serve you right" into my face? i deserve it. i had a year to make things right but never did i mak...

he's my bestfriend. this was our very first photo taken together beginning of last year. we didn't start off pretty well. there's things i dislike about him. but after a year, he's been there for me through my ups & downs. not to forget Syahril & Safwan too. easy said, the guys in my class were all there for me but these are the few that were really there for me & are able to make my days better. though some things has changed, my classmates will always be the best. without them, i won't even make it through Year 1. maybe Zainal did play his part a little but whatever. when i heard we will all be in different classes this year, i kinda got upset. my classmates are amazing. unfortunately, i won't be able to see them a lot this year so i'm depending on faith to keep us all together. the memories are too much to forget.  so my new year wasn't that bad actually. i had little angels wimme to play bumble bee with. no, it isn't that b...