Regrets
You know how some people say things without knowing that what they say can actually hurt someone's feelings? Someone used to do that a lot to my parents. Now she's gone & I feel terrible. I avoided her & now that she's gone I can no longer visit her or even apologize for doing what I did. But maybe if she was nicer, things wouldn't have ended up that way. Or maybe it was my fault. The thing that's making me regret so much was when she said we would never visit her on Hari Raya. Yeap, we didn't. We could have but we didn't. I wanted to blame someone for that but I can only think of myself to blame. I'm starting to realize that I do take people for granted. I never appreciate things people do for me & it never crossed my mind they would go without saying goodbye. When will I ever learn?