angels dont give up on me today

It is, I admit, very difficult to deal with heartbreaks. It's either you love them too much or not at all. There's no in between. But if you can start realizing that some of them isn't love, maybe you can save yourself from all those heartbreaks. It's normal to develop feelings for someone who makes you feel important & yes 100 others can be the reasons for the butterflies in your stomach but you should really move slow. I don't really fancy falling in & out of relationship. It makes me feel like anyone can have me & no, not just anyone can. Also, it's not that easy for me to have feelings for just anyone. Most of the time they're just infatuations with some people. & it is pretty normal for me to develop an infatuation with adorable looking guys. I bet a lot of us are like that too. I can talk to tons of guys but I choose not to. Either I get easily bored of someone or I'm just not interested to talk. Most of the time, I just don't...

I don't understand why we have to do what we're doing. You were the one who said we should forgive & forget. Now you tell me if we're doing that.. I understood what you meant when you said you couldn't accept what she did but I've moved on & it doesn't bother me at all because I know I do not do things like that. I won't do anything to disappoint you, Mom. You should atleast be proud of that instead of holding grudges against someone who's family to all of us. I have so many things I wanna tell you about them but you're too busy hating on them that you don't realize they're wanting to meet you & talk to you. If you can't forgive them atleast pretend like you already did. Please... It's frustrating when people put you in such a difficult position. You have to tolerate all the nonsense in between & pretend like everything's okay at the end of the day. I wasn't really planning to cut all ties with them. I mean, ...

Everything changed within a year. One minute you're smiling wide & another minute you just don't. & I don't think I can ever get that smile back from you. It's heartbreaking to know that happiness just won't last. I mean why do people not take promises seriously? Am I the only one that thinks promises are a big deal? What reasons are there for you to move away from people who are important in your life? Even though I don't agree  with you moving away from me, I'm still gonna say it's fine because you're old enough to make your own decisions but to even think that you're willing to leave your loved ones behind omg I just can't. I am so mad at you right now. You used to go away & you brought us here just to reunite. & now you're gonna move away again!!! :-(

You don't just tell someone you're gonna be fine. You can never be fine. You can't just start over. It can never happen. You can never forget those guys you gave everything to & they ended up ditching you for someone else who looks so much better than you. You can never forget those friends that you trusted with all your heart & they ended up doing shits behind you. You can never forget your best-friend that you thought would be there through it all but ended up changing because you couldn't be half as fun as the new best-friend she met. You can't forget whatever you've been through no matter how hard you try. You can't just wake up the next morning not thinking about everything that's bringing you down. Let's face it, ten years down the road, you're still gonna be reminded of the fact that people leave you because you were you. They hated the real you. They told you to be yourself & when you did, they left. So now tell me how being m...

I fucked things up, I know. Just please, forgive me. I took every single thing for granted. Had no idea you'd leave me. I can't make it on my own. You came around when i had no one. You were there when i was at the top, you were there when I fell to the bottom. I don't wanna lose someone who accepts me for who I am. You did so much for me I don't think "thank you" would be enough. You understood what I was going through, you made me tell you things I told nobody. You sacrificed your time just to make sure I didn't do things alone. You did things without leaving me out of it. I'm sorry I didn't believe you that night. I'm sorry I tell you off. I'm sorry I put my ego above all the good times we've had. I miss you so much. I miss just texting you whenever I want to. I miss you trying every way you can to make me smile. I should have seen your efforts instead of telling you you're wrong. I don't want to be afraid to apologize. ...