Have you ever wondered how things would turn out if you didn't do certain things? Like falling for a certain someone? Because I saw it coming. I knew what he was capable of doing but I pushed all that aside to give him another chance. Just as I thought, once again, we couldn't make it work. And this is definitely the last straw. Maybe the problem lies in me. Like I'm always giving out chances to people who least deserves it. I shouldn't have. I wasn't supposed to. But I did. And this time, it's no longer a mistake. It's a freaking choice. But it still hurts. Big time. I gave my all in hopes that he would too. He sounded very convincing. Every girl would love to hear everything he had to say. And because it was only assurance that I needed, I believed him. Just like that. Wanna blame him so bad for making me feel like shit once again but I'm also to blame for letting him in. I guess after all these years, I finally realized that it's never gonna be ...
