Mum

Miss you, Mum.

 I know it hasn't been easy for the past few months but believe me when I say that I'm trying. I'll make things better again. For you, for me, for everyone. And you might not see it but I can honestly say Abang is trying too. Just give him a bit more time, okay? We're rock bottom now but at least we have each other. Won't be long until we're back on our feet again. In shaa Allah. Thanks for being the best. I love you.

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