angels dont give up on me today

the man above, he's my grandfather. the only grandfather as well as grandparent i have left. after grandma left, he never fail to show us a smile. never did he once shed a tear in front of us. you're very strong,grandfather. late grandma was a strong woman too. i miss her, so much. it's good, you know, to see grandfather laughing & having the time of his life. god knows how much he misses late grandma. we all do.  that picture was taken during kenduri arwah nenek yesterday. well, after the kenduri to be precise. he ran up to me & took a sit facing me. he giggled & then told me to smile. he was adorable :') the kenduri went well,alhamdulillah. loved it. it's been a day now since i started feeling like it's the end of my life. my dreams were crushed. i thought i could make things change this year but i never did. or should i throw, "serve you right" into my face? i deserve it. i had a year to make things right but never did i mak...

he's my bestfriend. this was our very first photo taken together beginning of last year. we didn't start off pretty well. there's things i dislike about him. but after a year, he's been there for me through my ups & downs. not to forget Syahril & Safwan too. easy said, the guys in my class were all there for me but these are the few that were really there for me & are able to make my days better. though some things has changed, my classmates will always be the best. without them, i won't even make it through Year 1. maybe Zainal did play his part a little but whatever. when i heard we will all be in different classes this year, i kinda got upset. my classmates are amazing. unfortunately, i won't be able to see them a lot this year so i'm depending on faith to keep us all together. the memories are too much to forget.  so my new year wasn't that bad actually. i had little angels wimme to play bumble bee with. no, it isn't that b...