New Beginning

Remember when things suck so bad for me? Well, I'm over that part. I met someone. Someone genuine. Someone who makes me feel like nothing can ever go bad with him around. Well, you know how I love to write about guys who are incredibly nice to me but this took me 5 long months to finally accept the fact that he's all I've ever wanted. Maybe this post won't mean anything in the near future because you know guys in my life just tend to fuck things up whenever I'm ready to let them in but I guess this time it's safe to say I don't ever want to lose him. And that if I do, I don't how I'll ever recover. He's the complete opposite of D and maybe quite the same as K. But I like him because he's all of that altogether. It might sound crazy but I actually have all the time to think about him. Still sound too good to be true, right? I know. 

Anyways, I'm shifting house. I'm so very grateful for everything that has happened up til now. Nothing will ever work-out without the help of Allah and the people he sent to us to make things easier along the way. What happened to Abang and Kak Mahirah was unfortunate but if it was written that way then I can't fight fate, can I? I admit I'm still holding certain grudges towards her. She handled things immaturely and she's all about being matured from the start. Joke's on her now. What I don't understand is why Abang is still holding on like he doesn't have anymore pride nor self-respect left in him. Not even a bit. After the things she said about him, about his own family. He still lingers around her. Sad, isn't it? That girl must be having a good time feeding herself things like how a guy can't live without her. Lol.

I'm going to end this post by saying here's to the my baby and my new house. Cheers!