Truly Happy Today

Mom has started donning the hijab. It warms my heart to see her pinning them up & re-doing it over & again just to make sure it covers well & look nice on her. I found myself smiling like a little girl receiving cotton candy just by looking at her donning it. Nothing has ever made me feel so happy. When I first started wearing the hijab, I felt out of place because whenever I'm out with my family I was the only one who was wearing it. There were a few times I asked mom if she's ever gonna wear it because I don't think it looks good when the daughter's wearing it but the mom's not. Then I realized I shouldn't be forcing people to wear the hijab. They should want to wear it willingly. So I stopped asking & alhamdulillah, my prayers has been answered. syukran. I love you, Mom.

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