2015's Resolution: Forget You

Seeing you with her hurts. I literally broke down when I saw you holding her hand. At first, I thought it was her. I thought she was the reason why I broke down. Kept asking myself what does she have that I don't. But little did I know that it was actually you because tonight, I broke down yet again. I saw you, in a picture with a friend of mine. I blame myself. I was fine. Well, at least that's what I thought. The problem is, I just found out tonight that I'm still not over you. Seeing your name or your picture hurts. Seeing you in person hurts twice as bad. I really hope nothing like that happens again. I don't wish to see your name, your picture, your posts, your tweets, your anything. I don't want to see you anywhere. Not even in person. I'm really glad that you're happy now. I swear to God. But for me to get over you completely, I need you to be invisible for a few months. Or even years. I don't care how long it takes. I just really really hope that this year, I won't see your face. I'm tired of breaking down each time someone mentions your name. I'm not blaming them. I'm not blaming anyone. I just really need to get over you. Even if I have to leave all my social networks for awhile. Because that day, when I bumped into you and her, I almost wanted to give up on life. I need to get over you.

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