angels dont give up on me today

You both are the ones making it all difficult. I don't understand why you're behaving like a child. Stop running away from problems or people. If you think that things can be settled that way, then you're dead wrong. I've had enough of all these bullshits. If the next time I were to do what you guys just did, do not blame me for giving you guys bullshits. I got it all from you. Things can never be simple around here. They wanna be heard but they are not willing to listen to anyone. Is that even fair? One thing I'm sure of, I'm done listening to anyone. If what I'm doing is wrong then I wanna be wrong. It's called disrespect once I stopped listening to them but for now, I don't really care. They had the cheek to blame it all on me & then tell me that I'm wrong when both of them have no clue at all that they're just the same. Fact is, I don't wanna be like them. I'm better at forgiving & I'm definitely better at understand...

It is, I admit, very difficult to deal with heartbreaks. It's either you love them too much or not at all. There's no in between. But if you can start realizing that some of them isn't love, maybe you can save yourself from all those heartbreaks. It's normal to develop feelings for someone who makes you feel important & yes 100 others can be the reasons for the butterflies in your stomach but you should really move slow. I don't really fancy falling in & out of relationship. It makes me feel like anyone can have me & no, not just anyone can. Also, it's not that easy for me to have feelings for just anyone. Most of the time they're just infatuations with some people. & it is pretty normal for me to develop an infatuation with adorable looking guys. I bet a lot of us are like that too. I can talk to tons of guys but I choose not to. Either I get easily bored of someone or I'm just not interested to talk. Most of the time, I just don't...

I don't understand why we have to do what we're doing. You were the one who said we should forgive & forget. Now you tell me if we're doing that.. I understood what you meant when you said you couldn't accept what she did but I've moved on & it doesn't bother me at all because I know I do not do things like that. I won't do anything to disappoint you, Mom. You should atleast be proud of that instead of holding grudges against someone who's family to all of us. I have so many things I wanna tell you about them but you're too busy hating on them that you don't realize they're wanting to meet you & talk to you. If you can't forgive them atleast pretend like you already did. Please... It's frustrating when people put you in such a difficult position. You have to tolerate all the nonsense in between & pretend like everything's okay at the end of the day. I wasn't really planning to cut all ties with them. I mean, ...

Everything changed within a year. One minute you're smiling wide & another minute you just don't. & I don't think I can ever get that smile back from you. It's heartbreaking to know that happiness just won't last. I mean why do people not take promises seriously? Am I the only one that thinks promises are a big deal? What reasons are there for you to move away from people who are important in your life? Even though I don't agree  with you moving away from me, I'm still gonna say it's fine because you're old enough to make your own decisions but to even think that you're willing to leave your loved ones behind omg I just can't. I am so mad at you right now. You used to go away & you brought us here just to reunite. & now you're gonna move away again!!! :-(