angels dont give up on me today

You don't just tell someone you're gonna be fine. You can never be fine. You can't just start over. It can never happen. You can never forget those guys you gave everything to & they ended up ditching you for someone else who looks so much better than you. You can never forget those friends that you trusted with all your heart & they ended up doing shits behind you. You can never forget your best-friend that you thought would be there through it all but ended up changing because you couldn't be half as fun as the new best-friend she met. You can't forget whatever you've been through no matter how hard you try. You can't just wake up the next morning not thinking about everything that's bringing you down. Let's face it, ten years down the road, you're still gonna be reminded of the fact that people leave you because you were you. They hated the real you. They told you to be yourself & when you did, they left. So now tell me how being m...

I fucked things up, I know. Just please, forgive me. I took every single thing for granted. Had no idea you'd leave me. I can't make it on my own. You came around when i had no one. You were there when i was at the top, you were there when I fell to the bottom. I don't wanna lose someone who accepts me for who I am. You did so much for me I don't think "thank you" would be enough. You understood what I was going through, you made me tell you things I told nobody. You sacrificed your time just to make sure I didn't do things alone. You did things without leaving me out of it. I'm sorry I didn't believe you that night. I'm sorry I tell you off. I'm sorry I put my ego above all the good times we've had. I miss you so much. I miss just texting you whenever I want to. I miss you trying every way you can to make me smile. I should have seen your efforts instead of telling you you're wrong. I don't want to be afraid to apologize. ...