angels dont give up on me today

He can't do it like you do. He makes me feel like I'm a burden. Like having me in his life means he's gonna live a miserable life. And I don't want to give that kind of life to him. He has all these thoughts in his mind that's telling him I'm up to no good again. It's tiring having to go through this countless of times. He can't trust me enough. I don't know if he's able to handle me when I'm being such a sad soul. He can't. No one can do it like you do.

    I remembered pushing you away because it was that time of the month and then I had you telling me you'd still be around no matter what. I remembered getting bad and sad then I had you holding me telling me I was worth a lot more than that. How can someone who helped me get through the days be the same person who broke me? Why is it so damn hard to let you go? I can't even let anyone in. I'm not sure if I'm ready to start all over. What if nothing goes right again? Will I be reminded of the days you left me hanging, wishing and hoping you'd come back? Even then, I am always being reminded of how, in that moment, you were the person who made me the happiest girl on earth although you were also the same person who broke every little piece left of me. But I can't be telling people that part, can I? I can't just tell them you've been such a great person because then they'd ask me why am I such a sad soul now. Of all the things you did for m...